I know

when is the last time I've been this ____? Monk. Bodega's and Duffy's. Shit son. Why do I always fall to these things and these places? I am disappointed/a disappointment. I just want us to ___ each other or eat each other or to hide inside you somewhere, curled up and inconsequential. I just want to be already moved and reading books. Don't cry anymore, woman on the television. I hide behind my lines so why won't you?