yay for Jessica!

thanks to you for posting these, next time we will read in a less crazy noisy time

dedicated to ben

mmmmmmm

but only because of the cuuuure!

this song
or anything by band of horses sometimes
just cause they play all the time on amanda's pandora stations
question mark

and, so chill. sooo
chiiiill

sometimes i want to grow fur

sometimes all i can do is stretch vowels

i realize we will always be in the red
because i make it that way. force it back.
force you. gently now

i have keys and strings and metal to sew with

there's a tree dropping things on the lawn
you know gravity. it's been nice
knowing you'd never not love me. it's been
nice to express that to you when i meant it.

the fluctuation with us always. the life flux.
do you stretch daily? do you keep the muscles
in your feet well-toned?

i hope you didn't come here looking for poetries

my bike is back :D

1. re: horkin' it up - hasn't in awhile! knock on wood. knock on all wooden objects!!
2. tell m that meeting with the counselor as mediator is a yes probably a yes.
3. i need that hat anyway.
4. i think last time i was in the building was switching my meds, or upping them because i was home for the holidaze. and we had a joint session there at some point.
5. almost told you to medicate yourself.
6. almost told you just don't talk to me anymore. cut contact if you're gonna cut contact. just quit FUCKIN' HASSLIN' MEEE
7. seriously.
8. maybe next time i'll have a formal dinner party, and/or get a skinnier table, so there's room to move from table to other rooms.
9. landlords inserted our storms today. i mean husband, wife, and son. and the son was not too keen to be there. i could relate. but also, if i ever talked like that to my mom SHE WOULD SUGGEST A JOINT COUNSELING SESSION

my bike was stolen on september 14th, and recovered a few days after. i have yet to hear anyone's opinion on when i recover it :(