obviously

my blog is amunderful.

[graphic, sexual, and hermaphroditic. dream.
i'll let you make up your own little fictions.]

i told carlin that i'd heard the boiler room was not that great
but then i looked it up and i'm not entirely sure i was referencing the same place

i mean, it looks good

i just can't remember
w/e it was my mom relayed a lackluster experience she and my dad'd had
those foodies. those

foodies

you might be accursed and afflicted with/by candida
if you crave all sorts of sugary bready
and comforting things like wine
and a nice aged cheese and any fruit or cake.

on the other hand

I'm only joking

when I make little jokes to you
on here

You are dead.

I mean, you died.
You're particles.
And finally.
He is

afterall

the only rabbit I'd thought to follow.

Under bushes through
bramble

Whatever bramble is

leads
to the trenches.

She's creaking
without your use. Leaking
from the elbows. Needs
a good greasing. To get up

to look through the window.
You are still and always

in a small pouch. Enclosed
in plastic, then velvet.
Couched in the console.




(what i probably would write now if asked instead of what i wrote then, presented, me in black yoga pants and an orange wrap top. to a funeral?)

funereal.

Tonight's Movie

Splendor in the Grass. Recommended because I "really liked" (via Netflix) The Lover. Different movies. I love the retro. Early 90's depicting colonial Indochina/60's-ish depiction of the Great Depression Era.
Ended up liking Splendor MORE than The Lover because it does twist and build to a final thesis point that isn't too dumb and/or predictable and...I can't compare the emotional state at the end of each female lead cause I'll RUIN it(!)
And they're both doing things (the films). There are questionable aspects re: feminism and whatnot
which I won't get into right now because not all of us have taken women's studies courses and I can't dumb down my analysis for you, Kyle.
"you're a nice girl"

"I'm NOT a nice girl! I'm not! I don't have any pride!"

but everyone's so beautiful and put together with the wasp waists and also, in Splendor, there is less child/man type sexy love and less of an issue of race. Sigh. Those poor whites.
There is no sexy love. God. Yes. BUt
watch these two movies two nights in a row and see how you are also affected.

Wrote-a-poem

about goats.

I'm trying on working again and seeing what's up world what's up with this writing and such




Um, omg my cupcakes are delicious. And will be to/for anyone in attendance at Oscar Party CMDorr 010!!!

I've watched all the vids now, I think, excluding Avatar and Up.
F*ck yeah excluding Avatar. But maybe try to watch it for free on the internets stripped of any 3D charm or big time visual awesomeness ?