i just feel like SUCH a phony and SUCH an enforcer of patriarchy and SO much that there is nowhere to go and nothing that can be said. like
dumb dum dum dum

like

secret life of the american teenager.

like

an erk vacuums.

do you know how to get out of here do you know how to get rid of this carpet body. i feel like such a slab of a carpet. thought the blanket was a dog. was looking up dream definitions till 1:47 but I saw that there could be a ghoul over in the doorway so it was bedtime. Walk in the dark with your eyes closed it's less afraid.


hollow shell
hell. the eggs

are old. pull out.
there's a little
bit of chicken in each

each one. why
can't I realize
I'm alive

not end up
terrified. Like

when I realize
that we're both

each the empty casing.