Small Town Gay Bar

I watched this, last night. It's great.
I made strawberry rhubarb oat bars.
Bloody Tuesday.

There was something else I thought important to tell you...
Love is not a flimsy feeling. Love is not a Harlequin romance.
I think the diminishment of Love and of Love Stories is part of a plan to diminish anything that can save us. Love can do that.
Or ruin us, tragedy. Love can be selfish. Love just is.

Would you rather live and die with the mildest of feelings and only the sense of I-breathe-therefore-I-live?

Sula's been making me think differently about love. And African Love Stories. AND Small Town Gay Bar.
Which bar would you rather be in?

mental notes

"8pm shows thursday and saturday and a 10:30pm friday in which teh entire cast of LCP's rocky horror will be there...

just got the email.

then a 5pm on sunday"

You see, I googled "domesticity"

then "domestic" (I played out
the pronunciation of both and was surprised
at the dome in the first, the dumb in the second.)

Then these; these have made me think of you and you.

Googling.

How serious

is the mispronunciation of my name? Ever
how serious hair bits? The cat
is cackling, smelling with his mouth
open, fanged.

You over
simplify some things, over
complicate the rest.

Maybe what we're trying to love at is false.
Has one of us out-lied the other yet?













What are you trying to tell us about

WHo's dOOoing THat?!

Motherfucksubs.

Yes!

I anonymously comment on my own blog sometimes!

Well, it's official.

I'm leaving both of my jobs. I've found full-time employment somewhere much better than Lincoln and I'm leaving.

Her Hat

resembles a funeral,
would be worn
in a mortuary.

Setting. The lines.
Drag these out. She
stabs, stabbing--

panting.
huuuuh!
uh.
huuuuh!
uh.

She's a bird. And dripping. She's
labeled and dropped. Then
the patting.

Let's bike

here

Would you buy the necklace

because you enjoy the decolletage?



I don't read enough.




Jmillz, you have a right to the dissolution
of any techno parties near and/or in
the area of your sleeping.

Quit biting.

It's my bad habit. What did it replace and
more importantly
what will I replace it with?

I've also been drinking
(alcohol)
and eating less. And work outs.

So workouts instead of an internet
snacking sit-down constant constant

Any ideas for the finger snack replacement?
strikeout.

So I've applied

for "window washer" "child care 'teacher and/or driver'" "receptionist" "at home appointment-maker" and I think that's it so far.
*what*

It's funny

what bothers all the yous
out there

I am annoyed

as well

but for different reasons.
What I am saying is. You are
a man and I am
women
and people together.

We are both getting annoyed
at someones and things and then
drinking.

Or eating a quesadilla.
Or pizza. We are both


Wanting hats. Wearing
slightly uncomfortable shoes.

Stop Apologizing

What is this want
to be invisible This notion
I am invisible

that forces back stepping, brushing
dirt over tracks, run
into the trees

a car's coming!
There are lights above
and underneath and the books

are burning. I don't
know how to tell you
I never see anyone

or always see everyone
and lie

A lot.

"A child is coming,

sired by Brick out of Maggie the cat."